All this and nothing leaves.

"I need everything to stop. I've been needing it to stop for..."

"She may not know about resiliency. That she will last." (Hamann)

"An overwhelming sense of 'Not this.'"

In the voice-exit system, my loyalty is sitting in my stomach.

____________ hurts.

How to survive having survived unlivable moments.

'Is this what you do every morning?'
'No. Usually I don't make it to the floor. I stay in bed for several hours after I wake up. '
I wake up and all I feel is no.

I couldn't possibly...